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Saturday, October 10th, 2009
10:06 pm
By Patrick J. Buchanan
Barack says we need to have a conversation about race in America . Fair enough. But this time, it has to be a two-way conversation. White America needs to be heard from, not just lectured to... This time, the Silent Majority needs to have its convictions, grievances and demands heard. And among them are these:
First, America has been the best country on earth for black folks. It was here that 600,000 black people, brought from Africa in slave ships, grew into a community of 40 million, were introduced to Christian salvation, and reached the greatest levels of freedom and prosperity blacks have ever known. Wright ought to go down on his knees and thank God he is an American.
Second, no people anywhere has done more to lift up blacks than white Americans. Untold trillions have been spent since the ' 60s on welfare, food stamps, rent supplements, Section 8 housing, Pell grants, student loans, legal services, Medicaid, Earned Income Tax Credits and poverty programs designed to bring the African-American community into the mainstream. Governments, businesses and colleges have engaged in discrimination against white folks -- with affirmative action, contract set-asides and quotas -- to advance black applicants over white applicants. Churches, foundations, civic groups, schools and individuals all over America have donated their time and money to support soup kitchens, adult education, day care, retirement and nursing homes for blacks.
We hear the grievances. Where is the gratitude???
Barack talks about new 'ladders of opportunity' for blacks. Let him go to Altoona ? And Johnstown , and ask the white kids in Catholic schools how many were visited lately by Ivy League recruiters handing out scholarships for 'deserving' white kids.? Is white America really responsible for the fact that the crime and incarceration rates for African-Americans are seven times those of white America ? Is it really white America 's fault that illegitimacy in the African-American community has hit 70 percent and the black dropout rate from high schools in some cities has reached 50 percent?
Is that the fault of white America or, first and foremost, a failure of the black community itself?
As for racism, its ugliest manifestation is in interracial crime, and especially interracial crimes of violence. Is Barack Obama aware that while white criminals choose black victims 3 percent of the time, black criminals choose white victims 45 percent of the time?
Is Barack aware that black-on-white rapes are 100 times more common than the reverse, that black-on-white robberies were 139 times as common in the first three years of this decade as the reverse?
We have all heard ad nauseam from the Rev. Al about Tawana Brawley, the Duke rape case and Jena . And all turned out to be hoaxes. But about the epidemic of black assaults on whites that are real, we hear nothing.

Sorry, Barack, some of us have heard it all before, about 40 years and 40 trillion tax dollars ago.
We are a Christian Nation even if Mr.Obama says we are not.
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Wednesday, November 5th, 2008
7:59 pm - it's been a while!
when i have 5 minutes, be prepared to be educated on why everyone is stupid for being excited about our new president-elect. in the meantime, research adolf hitler, (PRE- third reich, post WW1), and sit back and really think about how much spare money you have to "spread around".

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Sunday, October 21st, 2007
6:40 am
whenever i come home i feel like crap. maybe this city just has a bad aura. i never complain about going home or being alone when i'm out there. i'm not all too convinced that maybe someday i won't come back. maybe that's selfish. maybe it's my only chance? maybe if i try and repair broken things i will feel better? maybe i shouldn't bother. most of the time when you fix something but don't really know how it's not permanent. but you test it and it seems fine so you use it more than normal. maybe you're trying to make up for time without. then when your patch breaks you were less prepared and falling is a lot worse then. RAMBLE!
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Wednesday, August 1st, 2007
9:25 pm
here's to EVERYONE saying they'd call me and the only person who actually did was jackie. and i didn't even answer. so i'm going to call her back right now, you fucks.
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Thursday, July 26th, 2007
1:52 pm
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Sunday, July 22nd, 2007
2:33 pm
slowly the pen touches paper, in the guidance of the words that you write. memories roll in, of the things you once did, and who you had shared them with. is somebody thinking of you? did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips?
a poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything, but words don't come with ease. they're forever my hurt. would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands? your focus secure, and the loves you left well, smiles staged in photographs here until. you, you left the light on. there's a chance i might have tripped, girl
you were there to hold on. ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother,
kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother. i'll lay awake for a while. i'll leave the light on a while. but you couldn't last a lifetime. caught between here and the days of it. carving her name across your arm. with every wish, it's hit or miss, her. i told you so. i measured distance in lines, departing the rest of my life. But you, you, you. you had better things to do. liar.
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Saturday, July 21st, 2007
9:03 pm
i'll be in memphis, tn in a few hours, diggin on some bbq and banging hookers outside of graceland. here's to you, elvis.
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Sunday, July 15th, 2007
10:53 pm - on the road againnnn
i'm in bum-fuck new mexico (my fav town) headed toward loredo texas. this is like 2 seconds from the mexican border. i tell ya, if i ever bang a hooker doing this job, it'll be a mexican one. i mean, why not? i like the food so, ya know.
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Thursday, July 12th, 2007
11:12 pm
holding things in is okay sometimes. especially for me. i'm pretty good at waiting. i'll sweat it out.
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7:50 pm
leaving in a few hours. so glad. i had more than enough time off but i'll be back in a few weeks with my truck. i will let everyone (meaning like 3 or 4 people) know when i return.
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Monday, July 9th, 2007
3:40 pm
lately i've been hearing things from people i wouldn't expect. mostly kind of good things. well not always good but truthful. like my dad said some pretty intellectual things the other day. telling him about how things are going well for everyone after being so rough. he was like "fucking life. ever notice that you'll be going on just fine, juuust toolin along through life, and then you get hit with a shit storm? what's happening?!?!" he went on to explain said situations throughout his life, then jumped to how you don't have to go to church to see god, and how he saw god. twice. once when i was born. this lead me to believe that i am ordained by god to rock.

every time i'm on the phone with him he asks me about girls, and then if i mention anyone he says "PIG you PIG", which is funny coming from a womanizer who's like 10x worse than me. i'm pretty sure he realizes the irony.

so hot today. dinner with at the aunt's (TACOS FTW) and my friend comes home, too!
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Saturday, July 7th, 2007
8:57 pm
females and felines have a lot in common. both start with the letter F, and end with the letter E. as with females, felines will rub up on you and shit, until they get what they want. like, my cat keeps rubbing my leg and MEOWING (sort of like the female way of nagging) because she's fat and wants to eat over and over again.

honestly, i have no experience with women of this type, but i do hear they exist.

current mood: sleepy
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Thursday, July 5th, 2007
6:40 am - i'm only complaining, to keep myself busy sweetie
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah so bored.

i didn't even do anything on the fourth of july. why bother celebrating the slowly fading freedoms that we once had? who am i kidding, i don't care about any of that crap anymore. who has the time to worry about what the government is doing? certainly not me! i go and vote and let the powers at be run rampant over the country. end sarcasm. heck i didn't even vote last time. at least i'm registered now.

i can honestly say i stopped worrying about this current administration. the only reason is that they messed things up so bad, there was not really anything in my mind that they could do to "make up for it".

i hate times like these. sitting around and doing nothing. inactivity is the devil. on tuesday i rode my bike to my uncles/grandmothers and lifted weights for a while. yesterday i did nothing. i actually didn't leave the house until about 1130 at night.

i can't even believe i'm still in niagara falls. i was supposed to go back to work on like the 25th of last month. i decided to stay a little longer, but when i tried to get in contact with my superiors, it was like playing phone tag. so, now i'm stuck here till next wednesday/thursday.
my mom left for germany this past saturday and is gone for the month. most everyone else is working, and the only person who i've spent the majority of my time with is...on vacation? well, out of town. at least it isn't awkward. is that a good thing? well, it's obviously a good thing. you don't want to be awkward around your friends, but, eh you wouldn't get it.
needless to say, i've been super bored, and i'm back in the sleep schedule i was in at work, which is pretty much where i stay up all night till about 8am, then sleep for about 6 hours. this could be good ONLY if this is my actual drive time when i get on the truck. if it's not, my first 11 hours are going to be hellish. i might just say hey, i can't drive because i didn't sleep. this would be the right thing to do anyway. don't want to kill anyone out there.

who wants breakfast?
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Saturday, June 23rd, 2007
12:18 am
i kind of like my job. i mean i get to hit animals on the road, smack hookers and eat steak pretty much every day. and if a car gets in my way, i can pretty much run it over. like, i was coming home today and was making the right turn onto niagara falls blvd off of military, and pretty much pushed two lanes of traffic out of my way. it ruled. plus i have to opportunity to make more money than i can really even spend.

eat shit assholes!
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Tuesday, May 8th, 2007
6:44 pm
i got friggin sent home for being sick. i had to sit next to this little girl who was sick on the bus from buffalo to cleveland and i could feel her breathing her nasty germs on me. when i go to indiana i felt okay but then i had to wait in the line to get my physical and drug test and i started feeling bad in the throat area. so after that i was getting ready for bed because i had to wake up at like 4am. i watched the hockey game, got something to eat. i felt so bad like i was so hot! god it sucked so bad. so i tried to go to class the next day and they were like NO and sent me home and said to come back when i feel better. i had to buy my own ticket home but they said they would pay for me to come back.
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Wednesday, April 11th, 2007
11:27 pm - not virginia
eh, i won't lie. i kind of miss vagina.
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Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
12:31 pm
today sucks my cock.
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Monday, March 19th, 2007
10:22 pm
phones still not on and computers broke you'll have to call my house. whoever "you'll" is. it doesn't bother me, don't worry.
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Tuesday, March 13th, 2007
3:55 pm
trucker school=go

march 26th
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Monday, February 26th, 2007
6:10 pm
things are looking better although i mean that in the least optimistic way ever possible.
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